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Post by Malachi Luna on Dec 4, 2009 16:20:46 GMT -5
Games we don't want to play Same winner everyday Kill for the second best Feel no more, feel no less MalachiDanielLuna;;We have our minutes cut We lose our feelings but That's what the movies show This is where stories go
full name;; Malachi Daniel Luna age;; 15 grade;; Sophomore race;; Jewish nicknames;; Malachi, sexual orientation;; Homosexual
Stars we don't want to reach Scars we don't want to stitch Go where we haven't been Fly away, time machine
height;; 5'9' weight;; 120 LB hair color;; Black eye color;; Beautiful Crystal Blue Eyes defining features;; Flawless skin, and what looks like a smile near the middle of his hair. A scar lay dormant on his chest, very visible. pb claim;; David Archuleta
Appearance;; Malachi looks like any normal person, despite who he is and how he acts. He has a very young look about him that kind of makes you wonder if he took a dive into the fountain of youth or something. Even his face looks smooth-- like his skin, void of facial hair or body hair. It's kind of odd, but he looks like that. His eyes are kind of interesting too look at, because they are a lighter tint of blue like the sky, but after a while, you'll learn to get used to them. His eyebrows seem to be very well kept and his hair usually seems to be stylized in some kind of way or form so that he can go to places in some sort of fashion.
Oh, and he's kind of tall.. Not really, but, at the same time, he's pretty average in a way.
Clouds - we will chase them out Crowds, we will face them down This is our secret place Outer space, outer space
dreams;; Being accepted into the community, making an album, becoming an actor fears;; Death, Psychological trauma, never getting accepted by people, never aspiring to greater dreams of mine, failure, someone finding out I'm gay. secrets;; I'm still a virgin;; I'm gay likes;; Cats[and his own cat, Midnight], Pop Music, Painting, Playing the Piano, The quiet days outside, Night time, school, learning, friends, hot guys, cleverness, swimming, summer, snow, dislikes;; Frost & Sleet, Rain, Too much heat or cold, homophobics, racism, Richard Eccleston, having a house all to myself, Mondays, morning time, not having a passion for something I'm doing, losing, betting & gambling, spiders, snakes
Personality;; I am the quiet type of person that isn't afraid, sometimes, to express my emotions. Despite this, I am pretty shy and usually won't talk to people unless they start talking to me first. I never do start conversations unless it's important, probably just staring at the person until I get some kind of answer from them. It was something I needed to talk to them, it was almost like a fear that I was going to fail on introducing myself or just saying hello.
I've also shown that I have a strong disapproval for failure and I usually received some good grades in school because I constantly freak out about what grade I'm going to get. I study, over, and over, but I'm not a nerd. I know when to stop studying, unless I have no plans that day. I also tend to stay away from people like Richard, unless needed. And on the inside, I hold a dark secret that I wish I did not. Since this town is heavily associated with homophobia, I tend to stay away from most of the students as they are homophobic.
Not that anyone knows I am homosexual yet, but I have a fear of coming out here--I have a fear of talking to people, a fear of people finding out my dirty little secret.. Is that so wrong? Also, I have bi polar that might change my mood.
Our home forever is outer space Black stars and endless seas, outer space New hope, new destinies; outer space Forever we'll be in Outer space, outer space
mother's name;; Georgia Michelle Luna father's name;; Jeremiah Lidon Luna siblings;; N/A hometown;; Highview relationship status;; N/A so far
History;; I was born by accident in the home of my mother's and my father's, of course, my mother was kind of ill the days before my pregnancy and had to be taken to the hospital. Luckily, I was a fine child and I hadn't had any problems being born because of the illness, but it was quite odd to wonder what caused the illness all in all. My mother loved me, my father really didn't give a shit. He never spent time with me and my mother was very affectionate. When I was a little boy, though, my dad actually started to care a little.
Or so I thought. At the age of three, he molested me, it didn't leave many emotional scars now, but it was pretty traumatizing for me to go through that. And, I didn't even tell my mother. I thought that it was going to be one of those things that I was going to tell her and one of the things that she was going to blame me for, but it wasn't like that. At the age of five, the molestation came to an end suddenly, without reason and needless to say, I was happy.
The year prior to me turning five years old, I had lacerated my chest on a sharp piece of wood hanging out of a tree, luckily, it wasn't as bad as it looked and it was easily fixed, despite the heavy pain that I had endured. At the age of six, I'd developed a talent for the art of the piano, I always wanted to be an actor, but since I was not so good at acting, I loved the piano more than I had thought. It established some things for my family, but I seemed to be emotionally detached from my family. I almost felt like they were using me so that people would envy them, or make them jealous that they had a child that could do something different than the neighbor's child.
Which, is why me and my mom stopped talking after I began to play the piano and the melodys seemed more emotional each and every day-- symbolizing the sadness that I was going through. They did not seem to notice, though, and I stopped playing the piano in front of anyone, only myself. It's kind of lucky that we had even gotten a piano, we had a regular wage family and we were not rich at all, just in between poor and rich, right smack dab in the middle. But... I don't think that they cared for me after I turned nine, not that my dad did anything anyway, but my mom seemed to draw back from me and do things for her husband more than she would do for me.
So, I kind of ended it here recently. Right when I turned fifteen, this year, I emancipated and got my own home. It wasn't much, just a three room home. A bedroom/kitchen, a bathroom connected to it, and a small, hollow room. But, it was my own, and I got away from my family. They didn't beg me to stay. They didn't even ask me not to do it, they just let me go, so I haven't spoken to them in so long. And, my life started to go up and up, I was feeling better than I used to be, even if I was a loser in Highview. One of those no good people, or so says the snobs that want to make fun of me for taking up for people who are black or people who are gay--- but what they don't know is that I am indeed gay. Maybe I would tell them if they were more accepting than they were now, and I'd only just now come to the conclusion that I was indeed gay. It was a sad moment for me to find out such things and I'm still learning to deal with it.
But, I've found my muse; painting. After I could not get enough money for a piano, I figured that my money should go on something less expensive, like an easel and a canvas, along with brushes and the little painting colors. I could make a very beautiful detailed portrait and make some money off of it as well, which is how I accumulated some of the money for the home that I lived in now.
Ground we don't want to feel Found what they didn't steal Time, we were really lost Bridges burnt, fingers crossed
rp sample;;
We, shall we ever be free With no guarantee Life on another plane Same before, same again
I’m Timmy and im Thirteen on Earth. I’m a Male. And I’ve been doing this sort of thing for 4 years. N/A also belongs to me too. To show everyone how awesome I am here’s the code word; I don't have a damn code word.. Sha-bang! What did I tell you all! And that really all you need to know about me, but if it’s not enough you can contact me by Pm. cya.
Lyrics by t.A.T.u
This awesome character app was made by the one and only barnbrat from CAUTION 2.0 . Don’t steal or I will send a red head ninja after you and she will kill you with her awesomeness! So don’t make me send her after you. (She doesn’t like to be woken up) And I guess that’s it. Cya ^^
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